Birthday!!!

iiTS MY BiiRTHDAY!!!!

<3

Expecting Christmas!

so i gotta say im actually looking forward to this years christmas!! even though my sons first christmas was last years he was only about 2 months old so he basically slept thru chrstmas...but this year here alot bigger and will actually be intrested in all the decorations and light and of the PRESENTS!!...not only that but this is mine and my love Nicholas's 3rd christmas together and our 2 year anniversary!!

my brother will be here too, whom i havent seen in i wanna say at east 4 or 5 years and ill be seeing him christmas eve once he gets here from ohio =] plus i get to spend christmas with not just my moms side of the family like i always do  ((not a  badd thing)) but this year i get to spend it not only with my moms side, i get to spend it with my dad and my dad side which i havent done for awhile. plus its out first christmas in our new place together as a family...which is different speaking im always with my mom but its a new start and a new furture ahead...so this christmas is gonna be great!! and i cant wait!

Unbelievable

so i gotta say being a mommy of 1 can be hard at times, and im already feeling the pressure of number 2. for instants had to go into the ER last night for some pain i was having, but this time i was by myself, cuz nicholas was working. and of course  michael made it very difficult for me to do basically anything to get ready to leave. not only that, nick usually carries the carseat for me since michael is so heavy now but this time i had to carry michael, then the carseat, and i made my purse into a diaperbag like i used too. going upp and down the stairs when ur pregnant and already going to the ER for pain so does not go good together...but thank god once i got there nick showed up so i didnt have to carry michaels heavy butt no mnore lol.  but what gets me mad is that i go to the hospital and all they tell me is that the baby is fine and dosent tell me why im in so much pain. plus i had to get a damn shot on my butt!! Happy Early Birthday to me!!