Unbelievable

so i gotta say being a mommy of 1 can be hard at times, and im already feeling the pressure of number 2. for instants had to go into the ER last night for some pain i was having, but this time i was by myself, cuz nicholas was working. and of course  michael made it very difficult for me to do basically anything to get ready to leave. not only that, nick usually carries the carseat for me since michael is so heavy now but this time i had to carry michael, then the carseat, and i made my purse into a diaperbag like i used too. going upp and down the stairs when ur pregnant and already going to the ER for pain so does not go good together...but thank god once i got there nick showed up so i didnt have to carry michaels heavy butt no mnore lol.  but what gets me mad is that i go to the hospital and all they tell me is that the baby is fine and dosent tell me why im in so much pain. plus i had to get a damn shot on my butt!! Happy Early Birthday to me!!